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Post by naturalleo on Aug 26, 2010 9:33:36 GMT -5
As I have said it once before and I will gladly say it again, I always enjoy our chats and I wish for you the best. You're sweet thank you so much for those kind words. Its easy to complement someone when you already respect them. Keep up the good work inside and outside the gym!
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Post by downbutnotout on Aug 26, 2010 12:42:04 GMT -5
Thanks again brother. It's just, my whole life, I've tried to explain to people what happens in my head. The shrinks get it of course, and I have a very few people in my life, Eric included, who understand completely. Once you've seen the "bad evil twin" side of me, most people judge me based on that and I can't explain it enough, that that's not ME, my dominant personality (Corrie) gets shoved into a corner of my brain and it's like I'm out of my body watching myself do these things, you have no idea the things I've done and you don't want to know, and I WANT to stop "it" or "her" but it's like so impossible. The adrenaline, I shake from it, I can't stop it it's an out of control train. But people, they don't want to or don't care to understand that. They just toss me off as a loon. I'M NOT CRAZY. And I'm not a dipshit. I have an IQ of 140 and I belong to MENSA. You can't be crazy and be MENSA. I'm just sick. Big difference between sick and crazy. I get so tired of being called crazy, or other names. It's HER, not ME. Ugh, never mind. There's lots of info on Borderline online if anyone cares to check it out.
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Post by downbutnotout on Aug 28, 2010 10:47:37 GMT -5
I just want to say I'm really into my keto groove and I am a FURNACE. I've lost 8 lbs in less than 10 days and it's all fat. I'm taking NOTHING. No fat burners, no stims except half a cup of coffee in the morning, and I'm not a freaking steroid eating dipshit goddamit! This is ALL me following ERIC and churning out results without even any EFX supplements! NOTHING!
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Post by downbutnotout on Aug 28, 2010 10:54:23 GMT -5
And my bent row was up 20 lbs today! ON NOTHING! I was freaking half asleep I got in there at 6 am! And all the while I had guys trying to talk to me/catch my eye but I just put on my blinders and turned my ipod up to ears bleeding loud. I'm not gonna waste time explaining to these d bags how I'm so strong. I gotta get some business cards from Eric.
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Post by All American Dave on Aug 28, 2010 17:50:42 GMT -5
Sound like you are killing it in the gym these days, good work! Keep it up lady
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Post by scar on Aug 28, 2010 22:03:00 GMT -5
Hey down, im glad you decided to stay and help us understand these challenges you have. You remind me of most eccentrics....(whom i love) they are somewhat genuises and live in a world misunderstood and somewhat below themselves.
Einstein was a failure in things he wasnt interested in but a genuis in other ways, most great minds were seen as crazy in their time.
Lifting the weights and changing your body is something you can control and at the same time release rage, stress, frustration......keep doing this and youll survive in a crazy world.
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Post by downbutnotout on Aug 29, 2010 5:23:53 GMT -5
Hey down, im glad you decided to stay and help us understand these challenges you have. You remind me of most eccentrics....(whom i love) they are somewhat genuises and live in a world misunderstood and somewhat below themselves. Einstein was a failure in things he wasnt interested in but a genuis in other ways, most great minds were seen as crazy in their time. Lifting the weights and changing your body is something you can control and at the same time release rage, stress, frustration......keep doing this and youll survive in a crazy world. YOU my dear completely understand my plight and those like me. You hit the nail on the head. I also point out to people that prophets in the Bible were usually persecuted and killed, the ultimate prophet of course being Jesus. So many people all said, yeah these people must be CRAZYYYYYYYY. In some cultures I would be revered. Muslims believe if you are mentally ill you are touched by God. All through history, people like me have either been revered or burned at the stake. "Normal" people cannot grasp what's truly different. It scares them. Well dammit I'm proud I'm different. Thanks my brother for totally GETTING it. You rock!
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Post by downbutnotout on Aug 29, 2010 5:24:52 GMT -5
Sound like you are killing it in the gym these days, good work! Keep it up lady I am and I'm on NOTHING! I've never been this strong, and I haven't touched any kind of supplement in MONTHS. Thanks bro
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Post by downbutnotout on Aug 29, 2010 5:25:29 GMT -5
Keep kicking butt girl.... Luv ya Keets! You're a doll!
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Post by downbutnotout on Aug 31, 2010 8:10:08 GMT -5
Hey, who here has done a power week followed by 2 weeks of FD/FS? Well that's what I'm doing. Yet again let me say ON NOTHING.
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Post by The One on Aug 31, 2010 21:14:38 GMT -5
Hey, who here has done a power week followed by 2 weeks of FD/FS? Well that's what I'm doing. Yet again let me say ON NOTHING. I only do that to my most WARRIOR-LIKE clients! Besides, we both know you are virtually immortal, LOL ;D
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Post by downbutnotout on Sept 1, 2010 3:07:24 GMT -5
Hey, who here has done a power week followed by 2 weeks of FD/FS? Well that's what I'm doing. Yet again let me say ON NOTHING. I only do that to my most WARRIOR-LIKE clients! Besides, we both know you are virtually immortal, LOL ;D LOL you know that but these guys don't know. I'm not normal at ALL! LOL! Other day I had my fingers out the window and my mom rolled the window up with my fingers still there. Audible 'crunch'. It was the tips of my fingers too. So I'm figuring ok, I probably just got a fracture. Now, you'd think the fingers would at least bruise. Or they'd be sore the next day. NOTHING. Like it didn't even happen. No swelling, nothing. I didn't even put ice on it. Now come on, that's just weird! LOL!
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Post by hossjob on Sept 1, 2010 13:41:00 GMT -5
Hey, who here has done a power week followed by 2 weeks of FD/FS? Well that's what I'm doing. Yet again let me say ON NOTHING. I only do that to my most WARRIOR-LIKE clients! Besides, we both know you are virtually immortal, LOL ;D That is AMAZING! But, we know how strong Corrie must be so it doesn't boggle my mind...THAT MUCH
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Post by downbutnotout on Sept 1, 2010 15:19:04 GMT -5
I only do that to my most WARRIOR-LIKE clients! Besides, we both know you are virtually immortal, LOL ;D That is AMAZING! But, we know how strong Corrie must be so it doesn't boggle my mind...THAT MUCH LOL well, in all seriousness, I think, and I'm speculating I'd have to be studied, but a few things have changed since I last attempted suicide (yes I know touchy subject) but this was the closest I got to death and God had words for me and I think maybe I'm like, supposed to be kind of, well, a souped up version of myself. I have no clue why, but there's been some really weird changes. Spooky huh?
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